When I started this blog I was going through the toddler blues with Johanna, and man were those tough times. She ran us through the wringer for a while and it was then that I knew that we would only have one child. I never really wanted kids until I met my husband and agreed to go for at least one. She still showed up as a total surprise. So imagine my shock when 6 years after her birth I’m sitting here with a 7 month old too! It wasn’t in our plans, but it was in Gods. With our new addition things have changed, naturally. We’ve had to bend and twist, trying to find a groove that feels right. Things on the social front have changed for me too, like the name of this blog. Obviously I outgrew Johanna’s Mama.
That’s so bittersweet.
Johanna’s Mama is my baby. Being just Johanna’s mama is something that I mourn. Don’t get me wrong at all, I am over the moon about Isabella and I wouldn’t trade her for anything. Her laugh is pure gold I tell you. But Johanna is my first baby. Emotionally it has taken some adjusting to her not being my only baby. Mentally it has taken me time to be ok with Johanna’s Mama being something I have to let go of because I’m simply not just Johanna’s mama anymore. I’m Johanna and Isabella’s mama. But as I settle down into my new normal , I realize that I’m more than that too. I’m a woman that fiercely loves Jesus and his word. I’m a lover of fashion, makeup, cultural events. I’m a friend, a wife, a confidant, a planner. That’s what I had in mind as I created the name Holy + Chic Mama. I felt like it wrapped up all of my flavors nicely.
I know this post has been long overdue, please forgive me. As I changed the name over here, I also decided to dedicate myself to a youtube channel. That put me right at the beginning of VEDA (Vlog Every Day in April), which has consumed my life. Editing videos every day has been quite challenging, leaving me with barely enough gas to plan the next days events, let alone blogging! But I will not quit blogging. I love this outlet of mine over here. I pray that you will join me on youtube as I start that adventure, but stick around over here too. Just don’t get sick of me!